Yesterday. It’s been going on for four and a half months. The not breathing. I passed through lots of different feelings, I’ve never experienced before – like the heart-stopping fear I used to wake up with for a big chunk in December. But now things are looking up. We still have a long way to go till everything goes back to normal. But yesterday was a turning point in this journey. For the first time in months, I experienced indescribable joy and relief. And I started breathing again… Hope, faith, good friends and positive thinking is what got me through the past months. And now I can start seeing the beauty of life again.